Falling

The talks have stopped having the placebo effect.. Brain finally realizes that when all is said and done, it's still only said.. It's now just a long wait.. Rather a long time in which the being just drifts along.. New ideas have stopped cropping up.. The old is decaying, festering.. The gradual has been replaced by the sudden.. It's all spinning and spinning.. Farther and farther away.. Out of control.. Out of sight.. Out of memory..